After a while
"Jarak terjauh antara dua manusia bukanlah kilometer atau tahun cahaya, melainkan diam ." I wrote those words years ago. That line never been so related than now. Yesterday you were sitting one arm away from me, yet you're feeling a thousand light years apart. I don't know what's going on inside your head. I couldn't even ask. I have zero amout of courage. It's like you're building giant glass wall. I could see you, but you remove all the accsess. We never talk lately, you don't say anything even a word to me. Can't you see? I'm missing you so bad. You made all clear that all those nights we spent, they mean nothing. You probably forget all those clandestine meetings. Those late night video calls, those night rides under the rain.. God it hurts so bad seeing you right in front of me, yet feel so distant. You become untouchable.